June 18th I’m so stupid. Don’t judge me, right? At the start of the school year September we had a student teacher for music lessons. We had him 1 or 2 times a week. I wasn’t bothered by him at first.

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I was an ass, I made an incredible fool of myself, I traumatized my friends and worst of all, I hurt that poor girls feelings. Before all that happened, I was an incredible jerk, an arrogant piece of shit with an intellect to match and zero attachments to anyone. Pretty much means my social skills are shit. I get really confused and I pick up a lot of body language, but I have no understanding of social cues.

What on earth is wrong with me? Am I incapable of being loved? We grow up, we figure it out, we stop doing that stuff. It is unlikely, being as self-aware as you are now, that you will repeat those same mistakes.