No matter how busy I might be with work and other obligations, I work just as hard at maintaining my relationships with my friends because they each bring something special to my life. A good friend is hard to find, but a true friend is even more difficult to lose. And then there are the friends that make you wonder how you ever became close in the first place. The reality is that many friendship s are not filled with the same depth and emotion you might have with your bestie.

Some are just surface level, and that’s fine depending how much of your time you wish to offer them. However, what happens when someone drains you more than she energizes you?

For me, my jealousies have helped me to see my attachments to my friends in a But if we mine this destabilizing force for all it’s worth, we can work our way to.

I have no one to go on dinner dates with. I have no one to spend lazy Sundays watching movies with. I have no one to talk to late at night. I have no one to touch or sleep next to. I have no one to kiss good night or good morning. I want to share the love in my heart; I want to be crazy in love and happy. I want the sparks, the fireworks, the comfort, the reliability, the happiness, the fighting, and more than anything a best friend.